Tuesday, January 26, 2010

safe

Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You. Psalm 73:25

I have tried to run and yet i still feel HIM I hear His voice and sense HIS presence all around me.  I am worthless and useless and yet He desires. 

15The LORD hath taken away thy judgments, he hath cast out thine enemy: the king of Israel, even the LORD, is in the midst of thee: thou shalt not see evil any more.
   16In that day it shall be said to Jerusalem, Fear thou not: and to Zion, Let not thine hands be slack.
   17The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Haiti

I am so much more aware of my failure and incompetency today. Thank goodness God uses the foolish things right? I am going to Haiti on Sunday I am so scared and so excited!

AGHH!!!!!!!!!!

SO things are on hold didn't go feeling even more  incompetent.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Ain't gonna find, no place to hide, but in You my God!

I am enjoying this place so much today. I wonder how I will ever leave the complacency.

Oh how I love these kids. I miss them. I wish i was talented.  
TROUBLE WON'T GO
Timothy Floyd Thornton, Aaron Strumpel, Robin Pasley

Trouble won't go, peace won't stay 
Oceans roar, levees break
Trouble won't go, peace won't stay
Bridges fall, earth gives way

Ain't no refuge, but You my God
Ain't no safe place, but in Your arms
I'm gonna be still

Trouble won't go, peace won't stay
Land mines wait where children play
Trouble won't go, peace won't stay
In this old world, no safe place

Ain't gonna find, no place to hide, but in You my God!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Wake up, God, move yourself,

Today has been an interesting day so I figured I needed to remember the good.

I love when...
Noodle says he's mine.
My friends call me Bethy or Amanada calls me Any.
Noodle thinks he knows how to do some thing.
Ra tells me her stories that have no point.
Bacon talks about balls.
The brother stands next to me and stands as tall as he can. Yes he is quite a bit taller then me.
Sis tells me how to take care of her babies.
Noodle mimics what I say esp the tone. I have taken to screaming things or saying things like a crazy person when he is around.
I get a day off to drink tea and hang out with the buddies.
I get a day off to drink tea and be alone.
The boys are at my house.
I actually have time to throw dinner parties.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Auntie Poodle your Noodle has arrived!

 I love pj days all you need is a good cup of tea and a couple of good buddies. Cookies don't hurt either.


 The ache is subsiding and I am doing. And being.

Yoga and Noodle are the best!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

and I ache for my heart like some tin man

i have a new nephew



he is precious and i love him.
daniel is adjusting well, he loves his brother and i cant wait till he is old enough to play with.