Dying or killer immune system?

So here's the thing I work in this hospital where people die. They get better and live too but the definitely die.

I am pretty sure I am either going to die of some incredibly awful and gross disease or I have a super immune system and will live forever.

Nurses are gross and should be avoided...


Just saying.

Oh how heart wrenching.

"This love is not sentimental but heartwrenching, the most difficult, and the most beautiful thing in the world" -Shane Claiborne

I once thought I knew how to love. I actually thought I was pretty good at this thing called love. But only sometimes I don't fail. The message from the beginning is that we should love each other. It shouldn't be this difficult. Do I even rememeber His love?

I am practicing being and not just doing.