Oh to Live

It happened again I heard that song and the tears came. Some day I will hear it and remember the good and not just end up in a puddle on the floor. Not today.

Alex called me a scared spider yesterday. I laughed. Later he grabbed my face and told me he loved me.  We played trains and I laughed at his expressions. He shuts the gate in his room so I can't leave. I laugh at how fruitless that is I can leave at any point. Silly kid there was no where else I would rather be. I love him.


This week I love
-When Alex wont let me leave and wants a "big hug" over and over and then a kiss and another "big hug"
-When Aaron asks "whats this?" over and over and over
-When Daniel tells me about his imaginary sister and that she lives really far away and plays soccer.
-When E tells me he loves me and that he's got us.
-The first snow of the year
-That I can do anything I want even completely change careers.

Went to the zombie crawl this weekend.

Not sure what possess people to dress up like they are the living dead and run around biting each other. (Well I kinda get the biting each other bit.) But none the less I went. At some point we ended up at my friend Brian's place. His friend did not want me to feel left out. He gave me a costume.

I think I was supposed to add blood to it and wear it as a zombie frog costume. But I much prefer the frog. I added a princess crown to it at one point. But I didn't get a picture.

Frog princess costume+zombies=good weekend.

It the little things that remind me that life is good!

It's the pain that makes the joy so much sweeter.

Its the little ones giving you their love.