Future

My nephew turned 2 this weekend. Nothing has made me as happy as hearing him sing "happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday MINE" over and over to himself. It is ridiculous how much I love that kid. I love that everything belongs to him including myself, hearing him say to me "my bethy" makes me happy.
In November Daniel will be a big brother. I wonder how this will all work out.

Wondering.

I hate this!

I should have said something.

I wasnt given the opportunity.

And now its too late.

I feel ripped off.

Not at all what I had expected.

Hoped for so much more.

Why?